An Entity of Free Liberty

Looking back at the last blog, I mention procreation and there's a small chance I knew, but Jolene was conceived around that time, considering she was born almost exactly nine months after that post. Anyway, I praise YHWH for what He's done in my life. I really don't mind the material things, but the inside condition which I possess at this point is phenomenal.

Besides all of that, what is happening around me, in the spiritual realm, is of a certain unstoppable magnitude. I really don't care that I got written up at work today. It is quite unfortunate that I did, but my sponsor wrote my write-up off! I need to look for another job, well I mean perhaps. I certainly have not come near to being fired as of yet, I'll mention, but it would stand to reason that G-D wants me at Maywood on Wednesday and Thursday nights, as well as all Sunday morning. I could stand to have a job with fewer hours and more pay.

I am not worried about how much money I make, since it all belongs to G-D the moment it hits my account. I know He knows exactly what is necessary to feed me, Jolene and Aron, in a supplement to her income. I really don't know if I even need more money per se, I DO know that I need more discipline as far as a budget is concerned. In fact, I'll mention that my "5" that Josh Monk would remind others to bear in mind, are cursing, cowardice, conceit, carelessness and crossness.

What better solution than the Cross? Yes and amen! I didn't smoke at all today, for the first time since I was 12 - save for maybe a day or two at Rockhill, around 2011, and there could have been a few days smoke-free at John's a year later - or should I say, I didn't vape at all. I had no nicotine for 24 hours! Well it'll be midnight in less than fifteen minutes.

So I am close to midway through the ninth month of my sobriety, praise YHWH. Praise Yeshua. By the power of Ruach ha-Kodesh, I have about 8 1/2 months sober, and one day at a time will have nine around the end of the month. David and I have honestly stopped counting. He did before I did. My sponsor suggested it and I eventually gave in and did. I even removed the apps from my phone. I also deactivated Facebook, walked places when he suggested it and completely stopped handing my business cards out.

Now that it has been over three months since I deactivated my Facebook and over two since I handed a card out, business is beginning to be a reality. It sort of stems from working at Cash America, the pawn shop on Noland Road, here in Independence. I have all sorts of access to all sorts of items that pertain to the purpose I have for this business, and for free or very VERY low prices! Praise G-D.

This is all for G-D's glory, that I write this, that I breathe and that this world on which I walk exists. So let's praise Him day and night! Mighty-night, knights of the right fight.

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